Monday, October 04, 2010

Hmmm...what's my next play...

I'm confused. Not quite sure how to feel. Do I like? Do I like-like? I mean every time I see him I kind of get that feeling...that rush. But is it just because? Do I pursue? Do I hold back? I promised never again...but did I mean it? I mean, really mean it? Oh I'm so torn. And it's always on my mind. It's not something that only pops into my head when I see him. But is that because this is the first after the break up? I can't tell what he's thinking, and I don't really want to ask because I think I'm worried the answer...in either direction. Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh life! Yea, this is the exciting time where it's like hmmmm, what will happen next. It's that fun being-on-the-prowl-single-kinda-feeling...but....What do I do?? And I know no one can answer that question but me...I guess I'm also scared of f'ing up a friendship. Oh boy. Make a move? Don't make a move? I don't know?!

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