Ugly Duckling Day

One of the worst things about being female is having ugly days. They are so not cool. Looking in the mirror and feeling blech is never a nice thing. It sucks quite honestly. But tis part of the curse of being a girl I guess.

I really shouldn't feel icky though. There is no reason to. I've been working out, eating right and feeling great. I shouldn't look down at myself.

I was thinking back to a time when I felt 24/7 invincible. It was in the "Days of Dawn." Together, we were the ultimate power force. Feeding off each other. Living off the high we had when together. The Days of Dawn weren't all candycanes and lollipops though. We got into a lot of trouble together, but at the time, it was all in good fun. I kind of miss those days. Not being stupid-stupid, but being stupid-fun. It's quite hard to explain.

Maybe it was because we were the hot shit. We were always the ones lusted after. We were always the ones who seemed to get any man we wanted. I think it was partly due to our confidence and our ability to let anything negative roll off our backs and just carry on with life. I often wonder how she's doing. And if we were to get back together, if things would pick up where they left off, or if it'd be semi-awkward. Hmmmm. That might have to remain a question of the ages, forever surrounded in mystery.