My Realization: Part 2
So I've had time to ponder over my present thoughts. I've had time to think over my realizations and my feelings, my frustrations, and my fears, and I realize that they boil down to nothing more than fears and worries that I had earlier in life.
What if I'm not good enough? What if I'm not pretty enough? What if I'm not her enough? Me enough? That enough? Enough enough?
What do I worry about? The fear that is in my mind. That's what.
I have a tendency to worry about stuff to the point that it's just downright silly!!! I mean, I get myself sick over stupid things, petty worries that have afflicted me ever since I can't even remember when. I think it's feeling inadequate, like I can never compare to her, or her, or her. But who is her?!
She is the idea of perfection. She is the person I always wished to be. She is the person I always wished to be like. The one who is beautiful. The one who is gorgeous. The one who is able to let things roll off her back. The one who is so carefree and easy going, it's almost crazy.But is she possible? Is she real!
What if I'm not good enough? What if I'm not pretty enough? What if I'm not her enough? Me enough? That enough? Enough enough?
What do I worry about? The fear that is in my mind. That's what.
I have a tendency to worry about stuff to the point that it's just downright silly!!! I mean, I get myself sick over stupid things, petty worries that have afflicted me ever since I can't even remember when. I think it's feeling inadequate, like I can never compare to her, or her, or her. But who is her?!
She is the idea of perfection. She is the person I always wished to be. She is the person I always wished to be like. The one who is beautiful. The one who is gorgeous. The one who is able to let things roll off her back. The one who is so carefree and easy going, it's almost crazy.But is she possible? Is she real!
posted by Ill-Fated Butterfly at 10:23 PM
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