Plummiting into the Unknown

I can feel my life slipping away from me. I'm so tired, so quiet, so calm. For the first time in a long time, I feel like I am floating into and out of a dream, but I'm not scared. Reality is slowly coming to light, and my senses are slowly being regained. The big question remains.. where do I go? What do I do?
I feel as though I am falling into a deep, blackened abyss. Kicking and flailing I go down, but I don't fear what lurks at the bottome. I don't know why, but I feel as though I am going to achieve happiness with this final descent. Time is what is supposed to be the ultimate factor, but I can't help but believe I am going to get what I have been searching for all along.