I'm a goober!

So this is life, eh? Let me just say...I LOVE it!!! Things are so wonderful right now, I cannot even begin to explain! I know I say that a lot, but it's so true!
I love my friends. I love my family. I love the way things are going. I'm in love with the world. (God that's gooberific!). Oh well! I can't help it! In 5 days I move into my new apartment! I have a couple EXCELLENT roomies to help fill the emptiness of a big place. I have an "elite" group of friends (Yoyo, Mitchell, Stacey, Steph, Jess, Shana) a "new" addition (maybe a lil bit more) to the pack (Justin), and WOW! I cannot believe this is my life! It's incredible! I feel like a little school girl! Im giggly. I'm happy. I act like a goober! AHHHHHH!
So yea, this was a pointless blog just to let out my excitement and happiness and now I am done! Teehee! Being happy rocks!!!!

Acceptance and Me

Acceptance is a very important thing in the world today. It has to be in the top ten list of things to strive for in life. I have realized that the hardest acceptance to gain isn't from a loved one, a friend, or a stranger, but personal. One of the most difficult things to do is to look in the mirror, look at every little flaw and then say "Well, this is just me". I guess, though, I am one of the lucky ones that can finally do that.
Over the course of the past year, I have done a lot of learning and growing. I have done a lot of stumbling along the way too, but at least the worst that came out of that was a couple bumps and some bruises, nothing that was too extremely long-lasting. At the time this was all going on, I was so hell-bent on getting back the past, reliving the memories and trying to save what I thought I wanted, I never got to enjoy life for what it was. I put all my efforts on one or two things, and blinded myself from what seemed like too much to handle. Now that the blinders are off, I can see there was nothing to be scared of, because life kicks ass right now!
I have a great group of friends (the 3 of us are inseperable week to week) and we are planning camping trips and Canada trips and they are going to help me move. I have awesome girlfriends, and though we may not see each other as often as we like, we are always chatting and gossiping. I have been going out a lot more and having an excellent time with that. I'm even going to an Indians game with him... :-D All in all, the best thing I have have learned at this time is that the hardest part of my journey through life wasn't knowing where I was going to go in the future, but accepting where I had been in the past. I guess I am one of the really lucky ones, because I already have!

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How exciting this is! A whole new way of looking at life, and a whole new way of living it! I LOVE it! Things have been going so well, I cannot even begin to explain! Everyone always told me to stop looking so hard and stop trying to hard to achieve what I want, because when it's time, it will be. So I kinda did, I guess, and time rolled around and here I am! This may make no sense because I feel a crazy rambling session going on, but oh well!
I move into my new place in 20 days. I have been going out every week. I don't like work, but it has been a little more tolerable for some strange reason. I have a GREAT group of friends whom I love dearly. It's just awesome! I don't know what more can be said!
Life is grand, you gotta make good use outta it before it's over, and that's definetly what I am doing now!